Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Finally Closing Doors

Can't believed that I am finally closing the chapter of my life that ran for 20 years. A long overdue misery that is now over. I just can't help reap the 20 years of betrayal, of accumulated pain, of unnamed infidelity.

Well, that is life...though you know you have tried your very best to fulfill every duties you are responsible of, yet there are still some who are still incapable of standing their moral responsibilities. 


20 years of hatred,and unnumbered painful memories...time is up, over now, love is gone. A relationship that was built in a foundation not so strong collapsed. For the love that has died, for a heart that was not taken care of. For the abused soul, for the battered and suppressed freedom. Good bye...



I just hope not to meet you again for the remaining days of my life...my misery!

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Searching isn't Over

Easy to let go, but hard to forget. I hate it when I stay late at night, doing nothing,  thinking nothing and feeling nothing at all. As I wake up everyday, I feel the emptiness yet cannot name it, search for it but cannot find it. It is like living a meaningless life. A life with no definite goal to reach.

Searching is not yet over. The journey has just begun. A lot of long roads to travel with more of their ups and downs. I may probably fall but surely rise after all. There are faces I may see, and more places to roam. Happiness to pursue with an optimism in my heart, i believed to find it somewhere along the way.

I wish to find the missing piece of my incomplete puzzle. 

A long day has ended and I am heading to another one...
Thank God for a breath I'm still taking...!

Monday, May 14, 2012

Welcoming a New Beginning

watching the horizon as it fades away,
the vanishing point, from the fresh start,
the tale that ends, as memory departs,
beyond the unexpected twist of hearts.

As I watched the sun set forth in heaven,
welcoming the darkness as it came by name,
as the twilight and the dawn go different paths,
as sure as another morning's meet its light.

Yet the new day promises a new beginning,
as I walk the narrow road ahead of me.
A new chance, a new life, a new journey, a new me,
A new hope to find its way for tomorrow's another day.

Time to let go, time to rise...
Let the past be buried in its might.
Forget about the pain, look forward to life.
For life goes on, fight to survive.

Welcoming a new beginning....!